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hello beautiful kpop fans!!!
This blog is named Super Island Generation (Super junior, ft island and girls generation), but thats only my top three favourite bands/ groups put together>< so this isn't just about my top three awesome band/ groups, it's about KPOP!!! It will include things like- variety shows (I will do the creditting as well^^) dramas, pictures, news and much more!!! it will also include bands/ groups/ artists like (Ft island super junior and girls generation snsd) CN Blue, F(x), Big bang, 2NE1, Lee Minho, Rain, Lee Hyori, Beast, 2pm, 2am, brown eye girls and much more kpop people. I hope you will enjoy this blog^^!!!!

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Saturday, 17 December 2011

SNSD intimate note eng sub

credits to EmilyHPLover1 @ www.youtube.com for uploading, and sohisubs @ www.soshified.com for subbing ^^


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Monday, 12 December 2011

Don't Love Me chapter 13 (I finally realized)

{Sunny’s POV}

The next day, Yuri and I met Taecyeon on the way to school, he was always there. “Hurry, get in, you’re going to be late for school.” He said. It’s not like we’re going to be late to school when it’s just 8:20, school starts at 9:00.

I noticed that Yuri was a bit different today, she’s normally happy and playful but today she looked… worried. “Are you feeling alright” I asked her. “I’m alright, but will you be alright…” her sentence stopped. What was that supposed to mean? I tilt my head to the side, an action saying what? “Don’t worry” she said.

We got to school, Sungmin was waiting outside our classroom. “hi Sungmin, are you going in?” I asked. Then Yuri pulled me into our classroom. I sat down on a chair. I didn’t quite like the atmosphere, everybody’s been acting strange since this morning, first I said hi to Sungmin, he didn’t answer,  then Yuri pulled me into the classroom without saying a word, and Sungmin chose to sit on the far end from us. Was something going to happen? Yesterday was perfectly fine. There’s something strange about my mum too, she’s been acting all worried since last night when I came back.

It was break time, Yuri and I went to the area we normally go to with Taecyeon and Sungmin. “Sunny, no matter what happens, I’ll be here for you” Yuri suddenly said, then I nodded. We sat down. Today’s atmosphere was so different from the ones before, everybody was so serious today. “Sunny I’m sorry” Sungmin unexpectedly apologised. “from now on forget about me, pretend you have never met me” What was he talking about? “What?” I seriously did not know what was happening. “Don’t love me Sunny” he said. I was confused, “I don’t get it oppa, we were perfectly fine yesterday, what do you mean forget about you?” I asked expecting a reply that I would understand. “I lost the feeling, sunny” I am frustrated now, how could this suddenly happen, tears were about to burst out of my eyes. “fine” I answered then walked off.

Why would he do this to me? I kept asking myself that in my head. Tears were flowing now, my heart ached like a knife has gone through it. I couldn’t help myself but cry, how can he be so… heartless? Now I get why people say it, say that he’s heartless, cold and not human, I finally get it now. All of his sweet words were just lies.

{Yuri’s POV}

After Sunny left, the atmosphere got worse, everyone was silent including Taecyeon. I went to find Sunny, so I could comfort her. She must be really sad right now.

I found Sunny sitting in the cafeteria, I could tell she has been crying cause her eyes were red and sad. I walked up to her. “Yuri, you knew about this didn’t you?” She asked me “sorry” “I couldn’t tell you, I didn’t know how to. “but everyone knew but me, I’ve been an idiot the whole entire time!” her tears started to flow again. I went to hug her and comfort her, she was shaking… a lot. “Sunny, do you want to take the day off?” I asked so she could get some rest at home. “I’m fine, I’m strong” she answered, I really hope that was true, but sadly it isn’t. Why do I feel that the guys are planning something strange behind my back, they really shouldn’t go that far, it’s kind of dramatic.

Saturday, 3 December 2011

Should be couples on WGM- part 1

pls watch my newest video, i made it for fun, so pls enjoy the couples that i think look good together. Don't forget to comment, subscribe and/or rate



Sunday, 27 November 2011

Don't Love Me chapter 12 (Worries for the lovebirds)

{Sunny’s POV}

This is the best day I’ve ever had in my life, and Sungmin seems to be enjoying it too. It was night time soon, so we went to the kid’s playground and sat on a chair to have a rest. “Do you want to tell me something Sungmin?” I asked because he seems to be looking at me in a strange way. “I’ll tell you later, for now let’s just have fun.” He answered. His expression from when we were at the haunted house till now were completely different, he looked a bit… worried now. “Do you want to call the others for dinner?” He changed the subject. “Ok” I agreed.

 When we were about to stand up he remembered something. “Oh that’s right” he said “I have something for you.” He pulled out a small box, “It’s for you” he said. “Thank-you” I was touched to see what was inside, it was a ring with ‘Sunsun’ carved on it. He showed me his finger that had a ring on it, it matched the one he gave me just then. “Sunsun stands for Sungmin and Sunny put together” he said. “Sunny, can you promise me something” I nodded without knowing “What is it?” I asked curiously. “Please don’t forget me, whatever happens in the future, ok?” he asked. I smiled and then I nodded “I promise”.

{Yuri’s POV}

I was worried about sunny, I knew how much she liked Sungmin, this was going to be so difficult for her. “Is Sungmin going to tell her tomorrow?” I asked “Stop worrying about it, we’re supposed to have fun today aren’t we?” He said. “Taecyeon, something big is going to happen to those two love birds, don’t you care?” I asked seriously. “I never should’ve told you, Yuri, I wanted to have fun today, stop reminding me of them!” He said in a tougher voice than his usual one. “Why are you always like that Taecyeon, its not always about having fun!” I almost screamed.

 “I know, but this is different… I wanted to have fun with you” I stopped and stared at him. “Let’s stop talking about Sungmin and Sunny ok?” I didn’t know what to do, I felt like what I said just then was a bit harsh, but I wanted to fix the Sunny and Sungmin matter so badly without any of them getting hurt. So I just continued walking with him and kept my mouth shut.

 “I’m sorry…” I tried mumbling as quiet as possible. “what” he turned around and looked at me. “I said I’m sorry for saying harsh things to you”. “You are really cute aren’t you?” He smiled and messed up my hair, I kind of liked it, my heart was starting to beat faster. Just then, his phone rang, it was Sungmin. “hello” he answered. “having dinner now?... cool ok meet me at the restaurant near the big rollercoaster” he hung up. “let’s go have dinner”.

When we got there I tried to act as happy as possible, seeing them just made me feel more sorry for them. We had dinner, while watching the two lovebirds about to separate, it was more sad than watching a sad romance drama.

That night Taecyeon drove me and Sunny home, her parents were back, they waited for her at the front door. She ran to them and hugged them tightly. “Mum, can Yuri stay here for the night?” “sure” her mum answered. Her mum looked at me and mouthed out “Does she know?” meaning does she know about having to separate with Sungmin. I slightly shaking my head left and right.

Friday, 18 November 2011

Don't Love me chapter 11 (Unforgettable memory)

{Yuri’s POV}

The clock hands hits twelve, we asked the teacher if we could go now, and our teacher rang our parents to let them know. We got my mum’s permission, and off we went. Taecyeon was driving and I almost forgot that he asked me out. Sunny and Sungmin was playing games at the back and I was enjoying myself on the way to the theme park.

We got off the car and bought our tickets. Taecyeon suggested that we should get one hour of couple time and one hour of group time to have fun. So Sungmin and Sunny took off to buy stuff to eat while Taecyeon and I went to the big rollercoaster ride.

{Sunny’s POV}

Sungmin took me to an ice-cream shop, we sat down and ate ice-cream, I ordered strawberry, and he ordered blueberry ice-cream. I was really happy today, I took some photos with him with the camera I took with me, and when the photo came out I put it in a mini notebook and wrote a journal.

I wanted to go to a haunted house cause that’s where normal couples develop a relationship, but when I got there, I didn’t want to go in anymore, it was all dark and cold. I wasn’t usually a timid person but it felt so cold, it was an unusual haunted house you could say. We got in and Sungmin was holding my hands. His hands were very cold and big, he pulled me closer to him, and suddenly somebody jumped out from the hospital bed and scared the hell out of me. I screamed so hard that I think the people outside could hear us! By the time we got out of the haunted house I was about to cry.

{Sungmin’s POV}

I don’t think I will ever forget this moment with her, her smile and her heart was beautiful, I think I’m really going to miss her…

{Taecyeon’s POV}

“Yuri, before we go on a date, I have to tell you something.” What is it?” she asked “don’t tell Sunny yet, but Sungmin’s parents decided to leave Korea for him to study in America, actually his mum was the only one who agreed on him dating Sunny, they didn’t tell his dad about it until his dad found out, and got furious, so now he is taking him to America with them.” I told her. “What about Sunny then?” “that was what this date was for, Sungmin wanted to spend some unforgettable moments with her, Sungmin is leaving at the end of next month, I’m telling you this because I trust you, ok?” “what do you want me to do then?” she asked again.” Make her forget Sungmin, it would even be better if she hated him.” I told her. “Sungmin only found out the day before yesterday, he was shocked, but there’s only one thing girls hate according to my sister, it is someone you love dating another girl” “I’m not sure if that’s a good idea” she said. “better than nothing, ok lets get back on our date” She smiled but I think she was a bit worried about Sunny.

Tuesday, 15 November 2011

Ft island first Island concert

All credits to diarzi @ www.youtube.com for uploading.

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sorry no parts for these videos, I'll try to find it as soon as possible



Don't Love me chapter 10 (Double date)

{Sunny’s POV}

After school I invited Yuri, Sungmin and Taecyeon to my house. Since my parents weren’t home. “Let’s have a date tomorrow” Sungmin suggested. “With us four?” Yuri asked. “yep”.  “where should we go?” I added. “Let’s go to the theme park, I haven’t been there for so long!” Taecyeon suggested. “Then we can eat dinner at the restaurant near the beach” We got really excited and planned the whole day for tomorrow. “We’ll ask for permission to leave early.” Yuri commented “since the junior level is having a test at 12:00pm, let’s ask to leave then cause all we have to do is study. Well that’s planned then!

We went to the park for a walk, while Taecyeon and Yuri were in a fight again, I asked a really awkward question to Sungmin. “Sungmin?” “yes?” “Do you mind if I call you Sungmin oppa?” He smiled and then rubbed my head making my hair messy, “of course. I was in joy but I didn’t want to express it. Then he asked a question this time, “Sunny, have you ever dated before?” I couldn’t believe he asked me this question, it was even more awkward than my question. “m-m-maybe” I answered. “I haven’t” He answered himself. I was surprised I’ve always wondered what kind of girl he’s dated, but I have never thought he would say that he has never had a girlfriend. “that’s why you are special to me Sunny” he said. He smiled and then changed the subject, “where do you want to go for dinner?” he asked. “anywhere you want, let’s ask the others” I suggested. Yuri said she wanted to eat spicy rice cakes (Dokboggi) so we decided to go to the nearest restaurant.

After dinner, it was really late so they decided to stay the night again, since no one was home, I let them stay. The next morning we got ready for school, I was excited because I knew to day was the date. I put spare clothes in my bag and so did the others.

{Sungmin’s POV}

We went to recess and sat with the others, Sunny and Yuri went to the canteen to buy icy poles. “Sungmin” Kibum grabbed my attention. “yes?” “I don’t know if you know this, but I don’t think you have” “what is it, I asked.” Have you ever asked Sunny who her date use to be?” “yes, but I never got the answer from her.” “do you want to know?” “yes, do you know who it was ?” “It was me” I was shocked Kibum was Sunny’s ex-boyfriend? “We’re nothing now, don’t worry, I thought you would want to know”. Why didn’t Sunny tell me about this, was it that she thinks I won’t except it? Sunny came back with Yuri and a pack of icy poles. Kibum smiled at her, I didn’t like it at all, was I jealous? “Did you tell him?” Sunny asked Kibum, he nodded, how was I supposed  to react? Was I supposed to be angry or pretend nothing happened? “Sorry I didn’t tell you about this Sungmin, I thought you would think I’m somebody who dates anyone, but Kibum was really the only ex-boyfriend I had.” She apologised. I smiled “I’ll leave it to you two now” Kibum said and Taecyeon, Yuri followed him. “Sunny, you should have told me earlier” I pulled her to my embrace and I think I’ve really fallen for her, she was warm. “You’re special to me too oppa”.

{Taecyeon’s POV}

After we left Sungmin and Sunny alone, I grabbed Yuri’s wrist and pulled her to the garden. “Yuri, there’s something I want to tell you.” “what now?” she said as if she was annoyed. “Will you…” I hesitated, she ducked her head a little like she was waiting for me to finish the rest. “Will you go out with me?” I confessed. I really didn’t know what love was but I felt happy with her even know we had fights. “Is this a prank?” “no” I answered, I knew she would say that but his was really not a prank. “Yuri, I don’t know what love is but I’m happy with you, I want to be with you.” She looked a bit shocked. “ok… will just try for one day” I smiled. I held her hand as if we were dating. The worst thing was Yoona had to appear right in front of us. Yuri flinched my hand away. “hello” Yoona greeted, “so, you guys are dating right now?” she asked. “yeah” I answered. She smiled “have a good day then, bye” For some reason, I felt that Yoona has became more cheerful then when she was dating me, she looked like she was free. I’m glad. I held yuri’s hand again and walked back to Sungmin and Sunny. “Woah, congratulations” that was Sungmin’s reaction. “I knew it, you two were a pair, a match made from heaven” Sunny said, “same to you two” I answered.

should-be couples on we got married

(this is only my opinion, I did one of these before but I've decidedto actually choose the couples I like)

Yoona ♥ Taecyeon
(Beauty and the beast couple)




Sunny ♥ Sungmin
(Aegyo couple) / (Sunsun couple)



Minho ♥ Minyoung
(City Couple)

Sunday, 13 November 2011

Don't Love Me chapter 9 (Jealousy)

{Yesung’s POV}

“oh ok” I really seem like an old granny asking questions I thought to myself. Why is Yuri and Taecyeon so close lately, I keep on thinking that. I’ve also noticed something Taecyeon’s sister Taeyeon has been following me a lot lately, I really hate it she gets too clingy.

{Yoona’s POV}

Taecyeon is with that girl again. I’ve waited to see him, why can’t he wait for me? Has he completely forgotten about me already. The girl does seem nice but I’m not letting her steal Taecyeon away. I went up to Taecyeon and asked him if he was free on Saturday, but he said he was going to be somewhere else, probably with Yuri again. I can’t believe I’m feeling so jealous right now just because of a guy who completely forgot about me.

{Sunny’s POV}

Another new student? Who is it this time I thought to myself. “This was a student the principal wanted to join this class, please welcome him” the teacher announced. It was Sungmin, girls started screaming. He was quite popular, a greater impression then Taecyeon. I was so surprised; he came and sat next to me. I could hear Yuri giggling and I could clearly hear Taecyeon laugh. The teacher went back outside to attend a meeting and apparently she trusted us to do good work which we just sit and chat every time she says that. “You followed her here?” Taeyeon said while giggling.  Yesung came up to us “what so weird about that? You followed Yuri here” I hate it when Yesung gets all jealous and stuff, it gets in my nerves. Taecyeon just stared at him silently. “Do you have a problem with that” Taecyeon commented. I could sense a fight coming. Just then Taeyeon came to us and pulled Yesung away.

{Yesung’s POV}

“Oppa, will you come to my house today, my mum will love it if you could.” She asked. I haven’t even known for long and she’s already asking me to come to her house, which I will most likely see that retarted idiot at that place. “no, don’t want to” “why?” “I’m busy” she started looking like she was about to cry. “Taeyeon, look, I will only like Yuri and that’s the end of the story.” She looked a bit shocked then I realized she did not know this only Sunny did. “I-I-I’m joking, I’ll come to your house.” I hesitated, what did I just promised. “so you can?” she said happily. I nodded. She looked pretty excited.

{Taeyeon’s POV}

He could come! Ok my next plan is to ask if he could go to Paris with me, this will be so exciting!


Don't Love Me chapter 8 (One step closer)

{Sunny’s POV}

We went to bed that night at 1:00am, we were having so much fun that I completely forgot what had happened today. We were playing karaoke, we even went to have supper even know we organised the rooms already and said we would go to sleep but that failed so much. To be honest saying that it was too late to go home was an excuse, I wanted to have a little fun with Sungmin and Yuri, and that would also make the relationship between Yuri and Taecyeon better.

It was about 12:30 that night, Yuri and I stayed up a bit later than the boys and we told each other our secrets just like what normal girls do when they had a sleepover. “Yuri…” “Yes?” “What do you think of Taecyeon?, how do you feel about him?” I asked. “He’s kind of attractive I guess and he isn’t as ignorant or arrogant as thought he would be” “I’m glad”. “Why?, do you really think I like him, it’s not that, I’m just saying, he’s a better friend to me now.” “Calm down Yuri, I wasn’t thinking that” “oh… ok… i-it’s late now let’s go to sleep.” “Ok, good night” “good night”. And we went to dreamland.

The next morning we woke up the earliest just to fix our hair and put make-up done. We went to wake the boys up so we can get to school in time. Yuri made the breakfast, while I was still brushing my hair, Taecyeon was somewhere that cannot be found and Sungmin was still sleeping. I was putting on clips to my hair and suddenly I felt someone hugging onto my waist, it was Sungmin, he leaned his head on my back, my heart wasn’t beating this time, maybe because I was used to it. “I’m sleepy.” He said. It kind of felt like he was a baby sometimes. “Let’s go and eat breakfast.” I commented. He let go of me and I went to where Yuri was.

{Yuri’s POV}

I finished making breakfast for the pigs and laid them on the table. Taecyeon was holding onto my waist, I flinched “what?” “Nothing, that’s what Sungmin was doing with Sunny and they seemed really close so I thought we would be closer if I did that too”. Sungmin and Sunny’s relationship is already growing so fast that they have skin ship now? I went up to Sunny’s room and put on my uniform, Sunny was already changed we went downstairs for breakfast.

{Taecyeon’s POV}

“Let me warn you something first” she said to Sungmin and I. “Don’t tell Yesung that you two were in the same house as Yuri yesterday night, or else he’s going to jump to conclusions, ok?” “ok…” I said. They went onto my car and I drove them to school.

{Sunny’s POV}

When we got to school, I saw the four girls hurting me yesterday there in front of the school gates. “you guys go first, I’ll catch up with you later” I told them. “I’ll go with you” Sungmin offered. “was it the four girls again?” Yuri asked, then  I nodded. “Come one, let’s go, we’re here no one’s going to hurt you” this is one of the reasons Yuri is one of my best friends. Yuri and Taecyeon got out of the car first. Yesung was there, great, now I have to find an excuse why we are here at school together. I ran to Yesung and he asked me why we were here together. “because…” just then Yuri walked up to us. “Hello oppa” Yuri greeted. Was I really the only one who knew Yesung had a crush on Yuri? Then I went back to answering Yesung’ s question. “because Taecyeon saw us walking on the streets so he offered to drive us here.




Saturday, 12 November 2011

Don't Love Me chapter 7 (Confession)

{Sunny’s POV}

He walked me to a bench and asked me to sit down. “wait here, I’ll get you a drink” he offered, I wanted to follow him but I thought that would too clingy.

4 girls from my high school was coming towards me, it was some of the girls that were staring at us before. I started shaking. They walked up to me and surrounded me. “So you’re Sunny, am I right” one of the girls asked. They didn’t seem that mean so I relaxed. “yes, I am Sunny” I answered as friendly as possible. “So you were the one who stole Sungmin oppa?” I started shaking again. An unexpected slap cam towards me, tears started to flow, one of the girls pulled me down onto the ground and they started kicking me. I was dizzy but not dizzy enough to faint, if I faint at least I wouldn’t fell the pain so I closed my eyes and more tears started to flow. “stop!” I heard a voice yell, it was Sungmin, he ran towards me and helped me up. “sorry Sunny, I never should’ve left you alone, I’ll never do that again.” I heard the four girls running away but I it hurted too much to see.

Sungmin eventually called Taecyeon to drive us home. He helped me to the car and I saw Yuri there, she ran towards me and asked me if I was ok. “I’m ok” I finally answered. “didn’t I warn you of the fan girls before” Taecyeon reminded me. “sorry” I apologised. “never mind I was the one who caused this anyways” Taecyeon commented. I sat on the car and leaned on Sungmin’s shoulders. “I’m staying with you tonight” Yuri offered. “ok, you’re welcome to” I allowed her to stay at my house since she’s my best friend. I remembered mum and day isn’t coming back until next Friday, they went on a holiday to New York, at least they won’t be worrying about me.

 He helped me into my house and laid me on the sofa, Yuri and Taecyeon went to prepare dinner, I think Taecyeon already apologised and Yuri forgave him. Sungmin helped me put band aids on the scratches and I fell a bit better before dinner.

 I changed into other clothes and when I was about to go down stairs I found Sungmin waiting at the stairs. “sorry” he apologised “I never should’ve left you alone, I won’t ever do that again.” I smiled, “don’t worry, it wasn’t your…” he walked up to me before I could finish the sentence, and he hugged me tightly. “fault” I finished the sentence. “sorry, I’ll never leave you again.” He promised. “I love you” he proposed. This gave me a heart attack worse than the one before. “hmm… h..hmm..”  It was Yuri, we let go of each other. “sorry, I know you love each other but it’s dinner time”. I’m kind of glad Yuri interrupted us because I wasn’t expecting things to go this fast.

At dinner, we were awkwardly in silence. “so… how did your apology go Taecyeon?” “shhh…”  he told me to shut up does that mean he still haven’t apologised? “you told me you were walking why did you have a car?” I asked again just to make the mood better. “well, I thought driving her around will be better” he answered. “He made me sit in his car, he literally pushed me into the car.” Yuri commented. I giggled. Why is Sungmin so quiet I thought.

  After dinner Sungmin offered to wash the dishes so I went to shower. After I showered it was 9:45pm so I offered them to stay the night since my parents weren’t around. “you can sleep in the spare room, there’s a bunk bed inside, Yuri will sleep in my room” I offered.

Don't Love Me chapter 6 (My sincere apology)

{Taeyeon’s POV}

I followed Yuri, Sunny and Sungmin, they were really fast, I couldn’t catch up.

I finally found them in the school’s cafeteria, I walked up to them, and is that god or what, he was one of the most beautiful person in the world. “h-h-hello” I stuttered, Sunny smiled but Yesung didn’t even look. I pulled him away from the crowd and he shooked my hands off. “excuse me, do I know you” he asked. I can’t believe it he doesn’t know me! “I-I-I’m Taecyeon’s s-s-sister, Taeyeon” I stuttered again. “You really like to stutter don’t you?” I smiled awkwardly. “sorry, but I have to get back.” He said. “no, stay, wait ouch, I sprained my ankle just then, do you mind driving me home?” I pretended. “I guess” this is what I wanted my plan is going so well!!!

{Yesung’s POV}

I drove her home but on the way there she wouldn’t stop talking, she has a really clingy personality. She even asked me to go to the theme park with her next Monday but I rejected by saying I had to work that day. Damn I missed my chance to comfort Yuri.

{Taecyeon’s POV}

I wonder if she’s still angry, I walked back to class after lunch, and saw her already there. I chose the seat next to hers. “sorry” I apologised “this is really the first time I’ve apologised to anybody excluding Yoona” She looked at me, I thought she forgave me so I smiled. She walked away and took the seat at the far end of mine. Sunny came in and sat next to her, so from them on I couldn’t talk to her.

“She walks home?” I asked Sunny. “yep, she does, I normally walk with her” she answered. “oh right Sungmin’s walking today, would you two like some alone time?” I asked. “I would like to but who else would walk with Yuri?” “I will” I answered quickly “besides I want to say sorry to her” “You’re not going to do something mean to her again, are you? You realise she’s so mad that it seems like our Yuri is on fire all because of you” “Sorry, that’s why I’m trying to apologise but she wouldn’t listen to me” “Ok, I’ll let you walk home with her” for some reason I was so happy, I’ve never wanted to apologise this much not even with Yoona. “but that doesn’t mean she will let you walk with her” I frowned again “don’t worry, I’ll deal with that, have fun with Sungmin, he’ll be waiting for you outside the gates, oh and let me warn you first, be careful of the fangirls, bye” I said. Off I went to find Yuri.

{Sunny’s POV}

I left Taecyeon to do whatever he wanted and went to find Sungmin, he was standing outside the gates. “Can I walk with you?” He asked. “that’s what I just wanted to ask you” I giggled. “If I’m not wrong, does Taecyeon still want to apologise doesn’t he?” “yep, I think he’s quite sincere”, “did you know that this is my first tim seeing Taecyeon like that and I’ve known him from kinder?” Sungmin asked. He smiled. “lets not talk about them anymore” he grabbed my hand and my heart started to beat like usual. As we walked all I could feel was the girls staring at us. Then I remembered what Taecyeon warned me about, the fan girls.

Friday, 11 November 2011

Does Seohyun still love Yonghwa?

this was on SBS powerfm

Eng subbed

SM Town live

Here are some videos of the SM town live in New York!!!

Girls Generation

The Boys


Hoot (fancam)

Genie (fancam)

Gee (fancam)

Oh! (fancam)

Run Devil Run (fancam)

Super Junior

Mr Simple

A-yo + Bonamana + Perfection (manderin ver.) part 1 (HD fancam)

Mr. Simple + Sorry sorry (HD fancam part 2)

Don't Don! (fancam)

Others:

Shinee- Stand by me

TVXQ keep your head down

f(x) Danger

Kyuhyun ♥ Seohyun duet

If you would like any other videos please comment and I will try and find the best and clearest one for you^^

Girls generation the boys mv

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Wednesday, 9 November 2011

Don't Love Me chapter 5 (Godess is back)

{Sunny’s POV}

The lights turned back on, I looked up, it was one of the securities. Sungmin helped me up.  We got out of the elevator, then I realised he was  still holding my hand, I let go of him, and from then on we were in awkward silence. He walked me to one of the restaurants and we noticed that Yoona was there. “Yoona’s back right, Sungmin?” I asked after the awkwardness has gone. “yes, she’s finish studying abroad, she’s like fluent in English now”. He answered. For some reason I couldn’t help but feel sorry for Yuri, I’ve always thought her and Taecyeon looked good together but I’ve never told her about that or else she’s going to go crazy denying it.

It has been a long day I am so exhausted, after the dinner, Sungmin bought me a lot of stuff and he even offered to drive me home, and again I let him. He drove to my front door, I said goodbye to him, left the car, but in a second he was behind me grabbing my wrist and turned me towards him. He pulled me closer and kissed my forehead, goodbye he said. My heart was beating so fast it felt like I was having a heart attack. I ran into my house, went upstairs into my room and slammed my door. I rang Yuri, and told her what happened, she laughed so hard and wouldn’t shut up so I decided to hang up on her. I fell on to my bed and soon enough I was fast asleep.

{Yuri’s POV}

“He’s not that heartless after all” Sunny told me. “You realise that he is kind of using you, right?” I warned Sunny. “He’s not using me, he’s very nice, I could say he’s kind of a close to me now, only a close friend though nothing more.” Our teacher came in and we all quickly took our seats.” There will be a student moving to our class today due to some distractions in class, you will welcome him right guys?” the teacher introduced. “let’s welcome Ok Taecyeon”.

 Him again? I suddenly felt so frustrated. He chose the seat next to mine and passed me a note saying ‘don’t worry, I’m not following you, what the teacher said was true, too many distractions from the girls’ I looked at him and smiled in an sarcastic way but I noticed something, all the girls have been whispering to each other in class the whole time, it felt like they were talking about Taecyeon, is he really this popular. I mean I use to think he was hot but that arrogant way of his was just too annoying.

 After class. Sunny probably went to meet Sungmin, so Yesung and I went out together, Taecyeon followed us which is a bit uncomfortable. He went over to his friends and saw Sunny and Sungmin there so I decided to join.

  Somebody with a familiar face was coming towards us, then I realised it was Yoona. My heart suddenly stopped. Taecyeon suddenly wrapped his arms around me and looked at Yoona, I tried to get out of his arms but failed. The others just smiled including Sunny. Yesung walked away because he had something to do but he looked a bit sad. “hey Yoona” he greeted “long time no see” I finally get it now he is using me. “get lost” I pushed his arms away and walked of with Sunny. Sungmin followed us.

{Taecyeon’s POV}
“Haven’t you gone a bit too far” my sister commented. She followed Yuri, Sunny and Sungmin as well, is Sungmin really already in love? Yoona smiled back, I missed that smile of hers to be honest.

“Long time no see to you too” she greeted back. She came and sat next to me. “I heard Sungmin and that girl Sunny is dating is that correct?” she asked. “probably, I answered. “I guess you didn’t wait for me” she reminded me. “sorry” was all I could say. “I missed you, Yoona, I really did but as a friend” I said. “I missed you too” she was so pretty when she said it. “who was that girl before?” she asked, was she jealous because it wasn’t supposed to mean that, it was to let her know I’ve given up. “a friend of Sunny’s, and a normal friend to me” I answered. “She seems to be angry why don’t you chase after her?” “don’t have to, she’s stronger than you think.”

Monday, 7 November 2011

Don't Love me chapter 4 Sunsun's love story starts

{Sungmin’s POV}

I was worrying about the date the whole night, like what I should say when I meet her, what should I buy for her and how can I be nice to her, things like that. I feel like I’m using her a bit but she was the one who offered to help, she is kind of… I guess… cute….? “Sungmin!!!” my brother Eunhyuk called me, he ran into my room and sat next to me. “Are you really going to date… what’s her name again… Sunny?” Eunhyuk asked. “Only for a while, so I can at least help my mum save her company”.

{Sunny’s POV}

It was 9:00am on a Sunday morning, I got up went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth until I could smell fresh breath. I took a shower, I finally smelt nicer I thought to myself. It took me about half an hour until I finished washing myself in the bathroom. I was meeting Sungmin at 10:15am outside my front door so better hurry and get changed. I took out the dress that I got ready yesterday and I putted it on. I did my make-up, did my hair and went downstairs. I looked at my watch it was 10:10am, I said bye to mum and dad and went outside. “Have a nice day, honey” my mum sent me to my front door.

When I got out, I waited for about 20 seconds then I saw a black convertible, and in it was a guy wearing shades, it was Sungmin. “Hot” I mumbled. He got out of his car and stood right in front of me. “have you been waiting long” he asked. I shooked my head without saying a word, I couldn’t believe this, Lee Sungmin, my crush was standing right in front of me, ready for a date, with only us. He opened the passenger door for me, so I said thank-you and got in. I could feel my cheeks burning. “where should we go today?” he suddenly asked. “ummm… I didn’t think about that really” I said while hesitating. I couldn’t even look at him. “ let’s go to the theme park, isn’t that where people go when they date?” I nodded. He wasn’t cold and heartless like what people say, he’s in fact very warm and caring…

I started getting a bit comfortable with him when we arrived at the theme park. It didn’t feel like we were on a date, it felt like we were close friends already, I’m still happy about the way he treats me. We were playing the whole day, dad was right he really is a kind boy. He offered to eat at the shopping mall and buy me things afterwards so stupidly I agreed which made me sound really greedy doesn’t it? We took the elevator to the top floor. On the elevator it was really awkward cause there was only the two of us. The elevator suddenly turned dark and stopped half way. I started to hesitate, this was my first time getting stuck on an elevator, it felt like I couldn’t breathe, I sat down and out of nowhere I started crying, it felt pressuring. I could feel Sungmin coming close to me. He sat down next to me and wrapped his arm around me placing his hands at the back of my head and pulled me towards his chest, my heart started to beat faster than ever. “Don’t worry, I’m here” he comforted. I slightly nodded but I still felt myself shiver. “I rang the alarm bell, they should be coming to help us soon” he told me. I slightly nodded again. I haven’t known him for long but for some reason I believed him.


Monday, 24 October 2011

Don't Love me chapter 3



{Yuri’s POV}

After Sunny has left with Sungmin, I began sitting in awkwardness. Taecyeon looked at me, I pretended I didn’t see, “I’ll be leaving now” I said, then I kind of ran away.

{Taecyeon’s POV}

“She’s cute isn’t she” I told the people around me. “Your taste is quite different now isn’t it? What happened to loving Yoona so much?” Leeteuk asked.” Well, she left me behind, and anyways she’s just a friend to me now.” I answered back. It’s true, she left, I know I said I would wait for her but I guess I lost the feeling.

{Yuri’s POV}

“Yoona’s back?” “yep” Yesung told me. “yep, she’s back, what’s the big deal?”. I paused for a moment what is the big deal, what was making me so surprised that the school’s goddess is back? It’s not like I ever cared.

Sunny walked slowly into the classroom as usual but with a stressed face. “What’s the matter” I asked Sunny. She sighed, “I need to think of a plan… to help Sungmin”. I stared at her for a moment and so did Yesung, I just realised what she said. “wait… wait, what are you talking about?” this all came out too sudden. “I like Sungmin, okay? He’s in trouble, I need to help him.” She said impatiently. “please help me Yuri, help me Yesung, pleeeeeease!” she begged. It was the first time I saw her wanting to do something like that, it was kind of… amazing. “ok, I’ll help you but first you need to tell me how.” I promised. Yesung also agreed that he will help. “thank-you, ok, firstly…” “I don’t know, I’ve was been this useless” she bagged herself. “no Sunny, you have been the most useful friend that I have ever met, you and Yesung.” I said truthfully. At least she smiled a bit. “Sunny, our principal wants to see you”. Sunny quickly ran to her dad’s office.

{Sunny’s POV}
“oh, hello Sunny” my dad greeted. “dad, what happened, do you have news?” I asked impatiently. “in fact I do… Sunny will you answer my question my dear?” yes dad, anything”. “what do you think of Sungmin-sshi, dear?”  I automatically blushed. “He’s… kind of handsome” my faced burned, but I never lie to my dad. He laughed, “Well, that’s good, you don’t mind dating him, he won’t dating you” I was in shock, Sungmin not mind dating me, I was thrilled! “actually, Sunny dear, he wanted me to ask you first, I can tell he’s a very nice boy, but there’s problem, we might have to announce that you are my daughter to give everyone a reason to help the suppliers company . I nodded, I will do anything to help Sungmin and his mum. “the date starts tomorrow, ok?” “ok” I answered “thanks dad

Sunday, 23 October 2011

Don't Love Me- Song by Ft island


A beautiful but sad song, sang by lead vocals of ft island, Lee Hongki. He has an amazing voice! also full of emotions, the reason I chose this song is because I have just started my new fanfic, and the story is behind this song, it is also named after this song, hope you enjoy^^

xoxo Kilara

Saturday, 22 October 2011

Don't Love me chapter 2

I sat down near the bench next to the bench Taecyeon sat, and I sat there in silence. Sunny for some reason did not choose to sit next to me, she decided to sit next to Lee Sungmin… Sungmin stood up and went over to the school’s reception, Sunny decided to follow him, from that moment I realized that Sunny most likely have a crush on Sungmin, she normally doesn’t even follow me.

{Sunny’s POV}

I followed him to the reception and heard that he was going home. After he left the reception, I ran over to my dad’s office and told him I was sick, he let have the day off. I quickly ran out of the office, and saw him getting out his bike. He left about 8 meters away, so then I grabbed my bike and I followed him. I did some research about Sungmin last night and dad told me that Sungmin’s mum is actually our school suppliers company’s manager; she was a friend of my dad. I quickly caught up to him, and we got there, I looked up at the tall building which says “Minyoung’s Supplies”, he was at his mum’s company. I walked through the door and a lady with a familiar face came to me and said “You’re the daughter of Mr Lee, am I right?”. “Yes” I answered. Then I realised who she was when I saw Sungmin walk up to her, she was Sungmin’s mother. Sungmin looked at me with the ‘why are you here’ kind of eyes, I just blushedJ . “Sungmin do you know miss Soonkyu (Sunny’s Korean name)?” “Yes, I do know her, does that name sound a bit familiar or is it just me?” Sungmin answered in a sarcastic tone “Of course, of course you know her, what a weird question I just asked… but did you know she is the daughter of the owner of your school?” Sungmin’s mum questioned again. Sungmin looked a bit shocked, but it’s true that I don’t really tell anyone about this. “no… I didn’t know about this until you told me, mum” he answered again”. “So what made you here, may I ask” his mum questioning me this time, “I just wanted to look around this place, sorry to bother you”. “Oh… no, no, you see I’m afraid this would be your last time visiting miss Soonkyu, our company is going bankrupting, did your father tell you this?” no… he didn’t…” I was about to finish my sentence just when Sungmin interrupted. “Mum, I promised you I will fix this”. His mum smiled a bit and frowned again, I can kind of see the resemblance now. “I will tell my dad about this and ask him if he can help” I offered, “no… don’t have to, we will figure it out ourselves” Sungmin rejected. “Sungmin! Don’t be so ill-mannered, miss Soonkyu, that will be lovely, thank-you” Sungmin’s mum said politely, she stared at Sungmin with the “learn from this” eyes, I admit I smiled a bit. At home, I begged my dad to help Mrs Lee, until he agreed. “I will help you but, you have to figure out the plan” dad said, “I will, I will, I will try and figure out a good plan to help them” I thought to myself.

Tuesday, 18 October 2011

Don't love me chapter 2 will come out soon!

I am starting to work on the 2nd chapter of Don't Love me fanfic, sorry i couldn't upload this earlier, i'm really busy with school work. It should be uploaded/ posted between the 20th of october to 22nd of October. Like always I will let you know if it will be delayed ☺

xoxo Kiki

Saturday, 15 October 2011

Super Junior

Members:

Park Jungsu/ Leeteuk


Kim Heechul


 Hangeng/ Hankyung


Kim Jongwoon/ Yesung


Kim Youngwoon/ Kangin


Shin Donhee/ Shindong


Lee Sungmin


Lee Hyukjae/ Eunhyuk


Lee Donghae


Choi Siwon


Kim Ryeowook


Kim Kibum



Cho Kyuhyun


Super junior m

Henry Lau


Zhoumi

FT Island

Members:

Lee Hongki


Choi Jonghoon


Lee Jaejin


Choi Minhwan


Song Seunghyun


Old member:
Oh Wonbin

Thursday, 13 October 2011

Don't Love Me chapter 1 ♥

Don’t Love Me 
Chapter 1 story by Kilara Cullen


It has always been clear to everyone that I think school is boring but this year is the last year of high school, why am I not happy? Maybe because I have been living for 18 years but never had a boyfriend. Does it concern me that Yoona is the goddess of our high school for so many years, no! I am not jealous of her just because she was lucky enough to date the hottest guy in our high school, Taecyeon, no I’m not jealous I just don’t understand….

It was Friday, my friends:  Yesung and Sunny, we went to the theme park where we can relax and have fun! I walked towards the bench of the cafeteria, and a random guy accidently knocked me and I dropped my purse, guess what? Ok Taecyeon and his friends were there, Taecyeon helped me pick up my purse so I said thanks to him but he ignored me! I have never thought how an ignorant guy like him could be so popular among girls. I also noticed something, the whole time Sunny was looking at Taecyeon’s friend, Lee Sungmin. Sunny was born in a rich family, her dad is actually the president of our high school, but she keeps it a secret with her dad so she wouldn’t get all the attention when she wanted to have fun. Yesung was the nicest person I have ever met, he is always finding stuff to help me and he always tries his best, and I am very grateful of him. Sunny and I love to gossip, like two years before we were probably the third people to find out about Yoona having to break up with Taecyeon because she had to leave for America.

I was at home that night thinking Taecyeon is so ignorant but why am I always thinking about him and why does my heart keep beating whenever I think about him? No, it can’t be, it’s not that I like him or anything, it’s probably because I hate him so much. I never minded about him until today. I’ve decided to follow him until I find out a weak point of him and try to use him for that, this is going to be amazing! I quickly called Sunny to tell her about my plan even know that she wouldn’t be bothered helping me but I have to tell someone!!! I quickly grabbed my cell phone and dialled Sunny’s number; she picked up and greeted me. I told her about my plan and surprisingly she wanted to help out! So we planned the whole thing together carefully and it finally finished after a 3 hour talk.

The next day, we were finally at school, we walked together to find Taecyeon and his friends since they are always together. They were somehow special, it was like no one dared to go near them since they were that special. Taecyeon suddenly looked over at us, but Sunny did not realise cause she was looking somewhere else, so we found an excuse to not seem so weird and dumb. We walked over to the popular people and explained why we’re here in a lie. We said that they shouldn’t be sitting around like that especially them always having that area all to themselves. Sungmin who answered said we’re not the ones who wants this area all to ourselves, it’s just people think we’re some special jewels or something and gave us this place, you can share it with us if you want. Sunny was normally very slow but this time she answered so quickly “ok” that it gave me such a huge shock. I saw Sungmin’s smile at her but after that he had a frown again…